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Pregnant in heels

9 weeks pregnant today, it’s going oh so fast, quite worrying really on how time flies.

I’ve found myself browsing mothercare as well as baby boutique online shops. I’m enjoying it more than I thought I would.

I’ve made myself some “mummy” friends, who are helping me and giving me advice on pregnancy, they’ve helped quite a bit, since I no longer feel alone and they’ve all given me such great advice. I’ve also made a few “new mummy” friends, women who are currently pregnant and going through the exact feelings/emotions that i’m going through.

I will admit my emotions have been all over the place, maybe cause of the rubbish situation {insert deadbeat father of my child here} i’m in but i’m just concentraiting on me for once in my life. At least I can’t let myself down!

Have found myself having a bit of “baby brain”, turning up to work meetings at 10am instead of 1pm, however this hasn’t stopped me, I’ve got more of an urge to make mega money and keep my brain uber active. I have a new business opportunity on the horizon and it will be put in motion soon!

I was talking to a close friend of mine, and told him i refuse to become a run of the mill mother, I will be pregnant in heels! I refuse to let myself “go” just becase it’s the “norm”, yes your child comes first however I still plan to spend time on myself!

So now my days consist of work and considering what to purchase for my baby! :D

Unluckiest Girl In The World

It’s funny how your life can come crashing down before your very eyes and theres nothing you can do about it.

A few weeks back, I claimed to be the luckiest girl in the world with the most amazing hubby, my world has been turned upside down once again by this man.

So my “perfect” hubby left me, a day after my grandfather died, this in itself was very heartless I found, especially how I hadn’t actually done anything wrong, there was no argument, just a call saying it was over.

A few days later I found out I was pregnant, as much to my dismay, however had a strong feeling towards my unborn offspring, despite the “ex” trying to push me into yet another abortion. I don’t know if this was because my grandad had just died and it made me realise how precious life is, or maybe because i’ve grown up quite a bit.

I tried being reasonable with my ex, I wanted him to be apart of our childs life, but for a reason still unknown, he has seemed to put his head in the sand in hope that the child will disappear. He attempted to get legal with me so I had to invest in a solicitor, which I only did to cover myself. I didn’t want all this legal crap.

He requested at first a pregnancy test and paterntity, I agreed (afterall i have nothing to hide), and was ready to book another Dr’s appointment, to which he then decided I was lying about being pregnant and wasn’t going to pursue for a test at this time?

Where is the logic in this? Am I the only one who thinks what he’s done is stupid? All my family and friends know about the child, infact they’re really happy for me. I was appauled at the fact he thought I was some sick liar!

I guess he thinks if he avoids the issue, it will go away … guess he’s right since i’ll never let him have anything to do with the child, EVER! At the end of the day if he’s going to be selfish from day 1, he’s not going to be the greatest father in the world and my child will probably be better off for not having him in his/her life.

If he didn’t want to be apart of our childs life, he could of just said, not upset me and try to stress me out with stupid shit.

I know I want this child more than anything in the world, I do feel sorry for him, he will never know our child, possibly the biggest mistake in his life he will ever make.

I’m very excited about my pregnancy and I may not have a “man” (if you can call him that anymore) in my life to share it with, I do have my family and friends who are as equally interested and have even offered to come to scans with me and such. This has kept me sane, and on the right track. I’ve been brainwashed / told to do whats best for baby and me. I know what that is now.

So I apologise if my blog turns into a babyblog, I guess it’s the best way I can share my thoughts now days.

Leg Avenue - Alice Girl Costume

I actually got this a week back or so from Jokers Masquerade @joke_co_uk but have been soooo busy with I haven’t had a chance to try it on yet…

I however will be giving it a whirl next week, so don’t forget to check back!

(Jokers’ Masquerade) http://www.joke.co.uk/
(Alice in Wonderland outfit) http://www.joke.co.uk/alice-in-wonderland-outfit~22976/
(fairytale costume) http://www.joke.co.uk/fairytale-fancy-dress/
(Alice in Wonderland costumes) http://www.joke.co.uk/alice-in-wonderland-costumes/

The Luckiest Girl In The World

Being that my hubby is abroad in America, I was very surprised/shocked when this turned up unexpectedly.

It matches my handbag he bought me, so I am a very happy wifey ^_^ xx He’s so good to me, I really do feel like the luckiest girl in the world <3

Will be attempting this look in the next few weeks!

@PBLtd “Pauls Boutique” New Bag

I entered the pauls boutique tumblr competition a few days ago, unfortuantley I didn’t win… :(

However… I had previously shared which bag I really liked and that i’d of picked to win with my other half.

Today I went to pop to the shop and there was a box left on my doorstep… I haven’t ordered anything?

My face lit up when I opened it

I do love my hubby SO much xx

Erotic Novel “Bared to you ” by Sylvia Day

After reading the 50 shades of grey triology, i’m very interested to see if my new book, Bared to you by Sylvia Day is written better like several reviews have suggested.

I have started reading but only just finished the first chapter, and it feels very much like 50 shades of grey, but by the sounds of it, Eva sounds like a much stronger woman than Ana from 50 shades.

Will re-blog about this when it’s finished and I then can give you my REAL opinion.

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The Car and The Man behind it …

As some of you may know my hubby has a Honda S2000 and Nissan GTR which he’s in the process of modifying, he created a blog about all things car related…

However if “cars” aren’t your thing, stay tuned since they’re other things being added very soon :)

Click here to visit his blog